Why? Why all this?

Why not? I haven't had a privilege to learn the stuff I wanted and it is hard to just ignore thinking I may not need this to live.

Hey I'm all up for being stupid, don't get me wrong. But not stupid enough to not know I'm stupid and this hurts. The only way I learned to master something (..which I never have) is through practice (.. which I never did).

So.. long story short, I will keep on learning and trying new stuff. The world of math and science has a lot to offer.

If I find something interesting or if I understand something that is a wee bit difficult to understand for someone who is starting new. I will try to explain just so that you don't have to spend time.